6-No good at saying sorry

花了大半日睇晒Grey's Anatomy最後4集。雖然還有6日先結束考試，但花掉的這些時間還是很值得的。至少提醒了身心疲倦的我現在做這些事情的意義。

請相信我，當你花了一個月的時間去復習10門功課，然後再花掉另外一個月的時間去考這些試，而這些正是在你生活突然Mess up後，那日子對於你來講，已經完全無結構而言。而疲倦就像是一隻手緊握住你的心臟，讓你無法呼吸的同時也痛不欲生。甚至乎連憧憬考完後的力氣也消失了。每日睜開眼睛的瞬間彷彿都聽到一個聲音：Welcome to the hell。將個頭轉過90度，見到的係訓前留下的草稿，還有一隻就快見不到鉛的鉛筆。於是起身的理由就係要去削鉛筆！！

Dr Grey終於要結婚了，和Derek。但這個不是感動我的一part。感動的係主任對Grey的坦白：
I wasn't your advocate.

I didn't fight for you.

I never stood up for you.

I let myself off the hook.

I should have fought for you,Meredith...like you fought for that child today.

I told myself that I wasn't your father,that it wasn't my responsibility,that I was right not to butt in.

You were helpless.

You were... you were a baby...a beautiful...smart,funny little girl...

and no one stood up for you.

I'm so sorry.I'm so sorry.I'm so sorry....
我總係希望有那麼一個人會support我，back me up，無論我做的事情現在睇來係幾咁幼稚。請不要再告訴我，我只要學習得好就夠了。也請不要告訴我，有一日我會變得幸福的。也請相信我當我講 I dont like it 的時候。